I become what u never wanted

   I am the true rejection

     I will never be good enough....I don't even have myself to fall back on

I paint this perfect picture of what is expected...but I ruin it with the words

   I cannot trust anyone...I dont want to trust anyone

      It must be nice being you...everyone thinks you are the greatest

Whether people believe in you or not...You are a legend...

   People will give up everything to follow you...to experience you

  I am the venom...the poison that which your lovers take...

     You hate me I know...You want me to be unhappy...

  Just tell me that I'm the worst person on earth...Tell me Im useless...

    At least that will get rid of the guilt...get rid of hurt.....

I am different...that is why your people like me....but in the end you are not what they need in their life..

    I want to move away...I want to escape..I need to disappear..

  My lovers rely on you so much...for all the guidance and ways to live life

Im never part of the equation...Im never good enough..perfect example of a mistake....

    Tell all of your lovers im sorry...sorry that you made me who I am..and that they all deserve better than me...

     So I sit here...withering away...only to realize that you nevered cared

If only I could see what others see in you...That would make my life so much happier..